Joboy30 Hey everyone
In my first post here I'd mentioned I started checking out the local adult cinema.. Although I've explored my bi side, I've never been one to connect with or approach guys intimately.
Going to the cinema is helping me lose some of my (very few) inhibitions, and get comfy with being around guys and just stroking my cock etc.
I was in there the other night, was very quiet, but I saw a crossdresser jerking off a man behind me.. It was so hot listening to the sounds of his slippery cock being stroked and his soft moans. I pulled my cock out from a few seats across and gently stroked myself , glancing over at them on occasion..
The reason I'm writing this, is I actually really was surprised how comfy I felt doing that.. another guy walked in who was nice, but super full on, he was so horny and kept wanting me to come to a private porn booth. I politely declined, and we had a friendly cat... Im kind of rambling, but the point is.. My thoughts afterward really surprised me, as I dont normally think this way, or do this.... I imagined being in there next time, and not being shy about approaching either one of these guys.. I fantasised about the full on guy taking me into a booth and ripping my pants off me, to reveal my cute jockstrap... and I imagined the thrill of getting on my knees and taking his cock down my throat (im told I give amazing head.. its just been a while).. and not just sucking it, but sucking it hungrily so others could hear.. like its awakened a slutty side of me.
I woke up a few times that night just with that image in my head, and of having him shoot his load all over my face.. then leaving me to deal with it.
Not sure if all that makes sense.. Its so liberating being able to say this in a community I'm so new to. I guess I just need some confidence boost and encouragement from the experienced guys how to approach this.. really quite craving a strangers cock now and the ensuing cum facial!!

to you all! x