Hi ive never done anything like this before ive always been too shy to admit that I am attracted to women. I've just never pursued it because I am scared of being rejected, I have made out with girls when i was drunk a few times and after I did I had the urge to do more but I havent found a woman who I could trust enough to be patient with me because I've only been with men and all the feelings i am having are new to me. Currently I am engaged to a wonderful man and he knows I have been shy about this for quite some time, he told me he is completely ok with me having a gf, with no strings attached to him. However he does have this dream to have a
with me and a woman haha what man hasnt thought bout that.... but he will only do it under my terms but I havent had a friend I could trust enough to bring into that type of situation because I am not comfortable with my sexuality yet to pursue such an option and would always consider all feelings wen getting involved with someone