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Swingbi0203
I had both my first sexual experience and same sex encounter when I was 15 with a guy friend of mine and I totally enjoyed it. For the longest time I continued doing it until disapproval from family started causing me to hide my sexuality and eventually stopped have bisexual experiences all together for over a decade.
Around 4 months ago I once again found myself with the familiar desire of wanting and craving physical sex with another man; it's the reason I joined this and another site.

Last night I went out for a beer and struck up a conversation with an older gentleman at the bar. We had a few drinks and as last call went down he asked if I wanted to go back to his boat and have a few more drinks. I wasn't ready to go home so I followed him there. Upon arriving we continued our conversation. I asked why was he living on a boat and he responded that he was going through a divorce. Turns out he came to the conclusion that he's gay. Fueled up on alcohol I told him I understood that dilemma and told him that I'm bisexual. He asked if I was open about it and I told him people close to me know and that I've made the choice not to hide it anymore. He asked about my past sexual experiences and I told him and he shared stories also. I could immediately feel sexual tension building and I was becoming distracted by thoughts of finally being with another man after almost 10 years. He asked if he could move closer and I allowed it. His hands went from rubbing my leg to rubbing on my cock which by now was fully erect. Together we removed one another's clothing and I found myself younger, tall, thin, shaved, and sexually submissive standing with an older, stocky, masculine, bear of a man. This was exactly the sort of sexual encounter I've been wanting because it's always been the sort of same sex encounter I enjoy best with the type of man I like topping me. My craving felt less as I went down and took his cock into my mouth and sucked it until he lifted me up just enough to turn me around and bend me over so I was on all fours. I was feeling overwhelmed as he moved in behind me and started to rim and finger me. When he figured I was good and ready to continue he slid his fat cock into my tight little ass. I moaned as he put his hands on my narrow hips and I could feel the weight of him behind me as he held me in place. It felt so good my arms started shaking and I fell forward. He slowed just long enough to put several pillows under me and I found myself with my ass propped up high while the rest of my body was flat on the floor and I was brought to sexual ecstasy by doing what I never should've stopped doing in the first place. I'm so glad to finally be completely ok with my sexual desires.
bottommanithink
Sounds great

gourmand
Nice, good hear you had a good time

JackNJerk
Hey Swing -- We had very similar experiences. My first sexual experience was also with a friend when we were 15. My friend and I stumbled upon his older brother's porn stash, which included porn tapes. We grabbed a couple of tapes, went into his basement and started watching. We'd both seen each other naked many times from sleep overs, to spin the bottle at parties and we both played on our high school baseball team. So, it didn't take long before I whipped out my dick to stroke, and he quickly followed. In a session a little later, we were on the same couch, he had his eyes closed and I started to jerk him. He didn't stop me, so I finished him off. Not long after, he returned the favor, and then we progressed to trading blow jobs. We got so freak'n addicted to watching porn, jerking and sucking each other off, we did it every chance we got until he moved away. Not long after he moved, a girl who lived down the street and was friends with his sister, I was then 16 and she was 15, told me she and my friend's sister spied on us and saw us blow each other. I'd never been so embarrassed in my life, I didn't know what to say or do, i was scared to death she'd tell our friends, but she was cool about it, said it sparked her interest and gave me a blow job. She and I then started fooling around, hers were my first tits, pussy and fuck. I preferred fooling around with her and other chicks, and never had another opportunity to jerk or suck another guy off until a couple of years ago. I was in Baltimore for a week-long business conference, and went for a run every day. Another guy from the conference was also a runner, and after a day or two of seeing each other run, we started to run together. After our run, on the last night of the conference, he said he was going to check out the hotel gym's sauna, and I joined him ... with no thought of fooling around at all. We got out of our running clothes, took a shower in an open shower, grabbed towels and went to the wet sauna. After sitting in the heat for awhile, he opened his towel, I snuck, or thought I snuck, a few peeks at his dick, which was starting to harden. His dick wasn't much different in size than my own, but I couldn't stop looking at it. He scratched it a few times, until it was about half erect, stood up to stretch, said he noticed me looking at it, and asked if I'd like to touch it. He didn't give me a chance to answer, walked over to me and his dick, now fully hard, was right in front of my face. Although I was afraid somebody might enter the sauna, I started to rub his dick, he started to rock his hips, I got hard, opened my towel, and rubbed my dick with my other hand. He then pushed his dick toward my mouth, I let him enter while still jerking myself off. This was the first time in about 35 yrs I had a dick in my mouth, and I remembered how much I liked the feel of it and licking it like a popsicle. I shot first, shortly after he said he was about to cum, I let him out of my mouth, and he quickly jerked himself off and came on the sauna floor. He said that was awesome, I agreed and invited him to my room to watch a porn movie. We selected a movie about step-siblings fucking, sat next to each other on the bed, commented how much we liked "the sister's" tits and pussy, admired the dude's big cock, and all the while stroking and sucking each other. After about an hour or so, he left for his own room. Almost immediately I started to worry about STD's, knew I wasn't attracted to men but women, and couldn't believe what I'd just done. However, I also realized, or remembered, how much I enjoyed being naked with another guy, looking at his cock, the feel of it in my hand, feeling it harden in my mouth, licking and sucking on a hard dick, watching him cum, and being watched while I came. Me too

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