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I’d like to share what it was like growing up bi after the age of 13 ,
This is about what I experienced and how different things were back then!
It’s another glimpse into my passed kinda a look back as I age and maybe it can help someone? Who knows?
Growing up and being a sears model in my very early years it wasn’t like today’s times we lived in!
The censorship wasn’t there like it is today,
One thing people don’t get is that there was a sort of trust amount grownups !
My mother would leave me at photo sessions with people,
She’d never ask me about what actually happened there just pick me up later,
It wasn’t like grownups didn’t know what went on it was just excepted, not talked about,
A brushing up against you , or a hold on let me adjust that sort of thing,
My godfather was a photographer and he was always talking pictures of me and other children,
So he was many times alone with them and me ,
Look just would you please do this for me?
I heard that saying many times from him ,
He wasn’t into sex with me just needed more photos!
It’s probably one of the reasons I don’t post pictures and if anyone wants to be with me I have one very strict rule that when you enter my house for play your phone stays on the kitchen counter!
There’s another reason I’m very active in my community so it’s for protection of others as well!
I was introduced to the bisexual life by my stepdad yes but my godfather took hundreds of photographs of me and not just for sears !
Sears is gone now but I know my photos still exist and the ones that were taken in private I didn’t know at my age that they were copied and sent to men all over!
This is how my stepdad Keith found me!
On that fishing trip I’ve written about where we spent two weeks in a remote section of Baxter State Park so private that only employees of the lumber company had access it was to t my training!
He produced photos of me in positions and threatened me with showing them!
The blackmailing worked and I became his!
As I looked back now and for many years I’ve known that it was the real reason he married my mom was to get to me!
The weird thing is that I loved him!
Let me explain? Or at least try to?
I needed a man in my life and my own father had shown me that his lifestyle took precedence over anything else!
Keith filled that spot!
Those photos were taken of me when I was eight till I was ten and distributed all over so much so Keith lived in Maine and had been a Maine State Trooper for years and he had my photos!
That all aside I followed him in !
I chose to follow him!
Even though he could have softened the way he introduced me into it I didn’t hate him and never could!
I’ll tell now that after the initial shock of the way we started I was just like most boys in my curiosity!
Seeing those photos I could understand why men would like them!
Besides I secretly liked his attention and actually craved it and so I did as he asked and everything he asked of me!
As I’ve written probably too much that he wasn’t small in the cock department and he used that in my training as when I grew used to his cock I could take most men easily and learn to enjoy it!
Not at first but I enjoyed it eventually!
On here I see and hear about wanting to be with many people or as many as you can!
At my age now I craved a special friend a long term friend who wants to learn me as well as my learning them,
What turns them on is the most important thing for me because it’s how I was taught, trained ,
The men back then were hairy and had so much more intensity to them!
They weren’t interested in vast numbers of lovers but the quality of the sex and the passion!
Tough rugged men who’d work themselves to death to provide for their families who needed to blow off steam with a young boy who’s only interest was to please them!
It was from their pleasure I found mine as well!
Many men only wanted to watch me masturbate or just undress in front of them,
Others wanted more and I gave them it !
Most times I was paying off a debt of my stepdads his lifestyle of drinking and gambling was expensive and bar tabs had to be paid!
I look back now and laugh at how many men I was with and many of them were so nice!
May sound weird to some of you but I was raised to love it !
Keith died from the booze, the cigarettes and debt worries that followed him the rest of his life!
I was diagnosed with PTSD five years ago and actually and as part of my therapy I’ve started talking about my past life with a of you on here !
I’m not mad at my stepdad rather I miss him very much and still love him in a strange way I guess?
I think I miss the fact that back then before the censorship and the tabooing of everything it was like the wild Wild West of the sexual day’s where nobody asked and nobody posted their entire sexual lives for a to see !
It was those dark rooms and alleys that people snuck into that are needed today!
I’m living proof that little boys and girls secretly like to be touched!
I don’t mean that to sound careless !
I learned what a man likes and secretly craves for a young boy and it’s something I’ve known for years!
It’s not power so much as it is intimacy with innocence!
Being with someone who is so vulnerable that their very existence is about the person before them !
I was that boy to many and as I grow older I’m writing my story all wrapped up in the emotion and passion I felt in those years as my stepdads ATM that paid his way!
I loved it and even though society tells a much different story about how bad it is ?
Men around the world keep seeking out that intimate innocence !

Thanks for letting me write!
Write my stories and my intent is getting you off !
My story as well as myself are right there with you as you jerk off to them!
I craved your seed still and only wish I could taste you of have you inside me!
Use me anyway you wish !

Thanks for cumming !

As always, Enjoy