jjderrikI found the following story on Google groups years ago:
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My girlfriend and I had been dating for several months and were enjoying good
intercourse when I first went down on her. I hoped she would return the
"favor" but she didn't. Subsequently, while out for dinner, she asked me to
describe the "perfect blowjob." Thinking this was my chance, I described in
graphic detail my version of a perfect blowjob. I must admit my zeal for
what I thought was coming led me to describe a blowjob that put the woman in
a particularly subservient role. I couldn't wait to get home, and we had
great sex but she didn't offer to suck me off, and I didn't press the issue.
The next day, she bluntly asked me if I had ever given a blowjob. I told
her, truthfully, that I had not. She said if I wanted her to give me head,
she wanted me to know what it was like to suck a dick first. I tried to
laugh it off, but she let me know she was serious. She also told me how
incredibly horny she got when she thought about watching me go down on a guy.
A week went by and we were out at a club when we ran across her old
boyfriend. She introduced us and we got to talking. Soon, my girlfriend
whispered in my ear that I should "earn" my perfect blowjob with her
exboyfriend. To make a long story short, we were soon at his apartment where
I numbed my conscience and dulled my inhibitions with booze and drugs. At
her initiative, I found myself on my knees with his dick in my mouth while my
girlfriend sat next to him on the couch, watching intently. I couldn't
believe I was doing it. She directed me to "suck that cock" and pulled my
face down onto his dick. When he started to cum, she jerked his dick and
directed the jism into my mouth, making sure I tasted it. She taunted me
telling me to swallow his cum and asking me, "how's that taste?" As I wiped
his cum from my chin, her exboyfriend just smirked at me. I almost vomited.
Since then, my girlfriend has tried to get me to suck him off again, but I
have refused. She tells me to "get over it" and says "once a cocksucker,
always a cocksucker." I am going to break it off with her if she doesn't
quit. Having that guy's prick in my mouth while I was on my knees in front
of my girlfriend was incredibly humiliating; having her make sure his cum was
spread on my tongue was even worse. I have to say that I do have a whole new
outlook on the "perfect blowjob", but I still don't understand why she is so
hung up on having me do this. Can anyone offer any suggestions why she is
like this and what I can do about it?
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Ever since, I've had the fantasy of trying this. If you liked the story and want to discuss your fantasies, let me know! I'm in Chicago for anyone interested in, um, more than discussion. ;)