WhimsyLustI realized I was bisexual because I was completely blown away by transexual porn, when internet porn blew up in the 90's.
What's ! Holy crap that's hot....
But I was shy nerdy kid low confidence after my parents divorced, and having trouble dating women, bungling everything getting depressed, lonely, and is repulsive LOL
So I kept the trans attraction for solo play, and I never was attracted to they were crossdressers.
Skip forward thirty my two years after that healed I finally decided to explore the trans attraction, but I wanted to be discreet about it, avoid harassment, and trying to date a transsexual "on the down low" would be ed closeted crossdressers would appreciate discretion more than be offended by my cowardice...
Thus I began my very mousy flighty efforts to have sex with a closet crossdresser....
Very early on in the effort I realized we closet cases are very easy to frighten I flaked out on the first several offers to meet in person...
I knew I would do that for awhile but I never predicted what then happened. Struck up a correspndance with a younger cd who was super enthusiastic about crossdressing and also a kleptomaniac, He wrote me stories about burgling underwear from aunt's and kind of large gathering he'd sneak off and burgle sending the weekly crime report until one more mail.
Abot a week later I find myself in the checkout of a big box store with a bra and some thigh highs....I'm about to buy.
Hadn't planned on that but somehow Manic McStickyfingers turned me out....
Crossdressing made the online CD pickup effort much more r rejection but I've got me and I'm
THank you Kleptofairie!
I finallly did hook up with a crossdresser a few months ago. Another inversion that happened along the way was I became horny enough to hook up with a man who is attracted to the 's got what I that fair?
It was great luck, because he introduced me to this other CD he knows, and we had immediate chemistry.
But there's one final irony, my new CD FB I soon realized would prefer me to be butch dom to his sissy, not lesbians...
which is what I originally wanted.
I just fully realized was hinted at by racing to get maeup done before I could get gussied up...
LOL.