I'm a Married Bi White

. I have limited Bi experience with an old Friend of mine who at the time was my best friend before we had sex. My Wife and I are swingers and do everything together so Yes she knows because she was there with us. My friend found out we were into swing and asked to join us and we allowed him to. He told us he was Bi but did not expect anything just wanted to be honest. I decided to give it a try with some touching, j/o and some light oral. Then one day he told me about a fantasy he had and asked if I would help him with it. It was to be fucked while fucking a woman. So after some thought I helped him with it and we all enjoyed it. Before I had the courage to ask him to fuck me he found a Girlfriend and got engaged and that put an end to the 3 of us meeting for sexual fun.
Now I have tried to meet other bi men to join us but every experience was a flop. Could not figure out why for a while till I put some thought into it and figured out why I enjoyed my 1 st time and not all the rest. The Rest was only sexual, meet and fucks. And I just could not get into them. I enjoyed the 1st because it was with a friend and we shared something special.